ok..now im updating at genting highlands at the starbucks...
free internet access...
so wonderful...
now its like 1.40..
ok so now im on a vacation in malaysia...
yesterday went to KL...
then today made our way up here...
the tempreture is quite cold but not colder than hong kong ..
so i think its bout 25-28 degrees celcius..
not bad...
cooling temperate...
today had a whole day of fun.
went to the indoor and outdoor themeparks...
experienced some crazy rides...
now when everyone one is sleeping...
im down here blogging...
well quite a new experience...
ok lets talk bout the bad sides...
the room is small...
the toilet is dirty...
the room does not have internet access
every ride is dirty also...
but overall its fun...
tommorow going back down le...
then stay at the kampong awile...
which means i get to play snooker every night...
and ride motocycles anytime i like...

Relax la...
why u so agitated?
im not pushing...
im just giving my blessing to u and him...
after talking to him i find that he is a good guy what...
maybe last time was just a misunderstanding...
its not that i give up hope on you...
its just that i feel that u and him more suitable...
although its only 5% now...
but maybe after awile....
it will grow?
i think u should just go for it...
cause im not worth the wait...
if u compare me and him...
obviously is him right...
i dun wan u to feel hurt already..
its not because of her fault...
it just because its no point...
after more than one year of friends...
dont u think u should move on?
and we still can be the best of friends
which we share everything with each other
and at the same time...
have someone like him to give u love?
haix...
just try ba..
who knows?

Grandma please recover soon...

1:32 AM
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it seems to be a long time since i last post...
my lovable grandma has been hospitalised
my taggs have dissapeared...
my dear friend has not been updating quite oftenly also...

my GrandMa was hospitalised...
i was so shocked to hear that...
has been visiting her these few days...
furthermore the doctor says she has a artery blockage...
2 some more...
im very worried for her....
shes already 70+ le....
haix...
still must operate...
the operation will take place at NUH...
therefore visiting will be a obstacle...
im very scared now...
now just trying to spend any minute with her...
....

ytd cannot visit her cause its not visiting hours...
so i decided to go swimming......
at Jurong East Swimming complex....
although i had a load of fun...
but the hospital is always on the back of my mind...

today morning went to see her....
i met with a 'new cousin'
aiya dun ask me,..
its very complicated...
then went to suntec after visiting time..
bought nothing...
then came back bome...
so thats all lor...

eh...
giv him a chance la...
he already took the iniative..
just try la...
you may or may not know the results...
like i said...
No Pain No Risk No Gain...
so just try ba...

9:16 PM
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today was a rather boring day...
most of the day spent at home again..
for dinner went to ang mo kio eat western..
then still hungry then ate another plate of bee hoon...
haix..
got jobs anyone to recommend?
need extra cash.....
ok 12 le...
go sleep le..
tomo gt usa meeting...
so bye..

u long time nvr update le..
u that time say wan update then nvr...
haix...
maybe u dun wan talk to me le...
nvm...
judging by ur mood these days i can understand...
so dun blame urself...
i only can say look at the bright side...
thats all...
ok bye...

11:58 PM
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today whole day stay at home the whole day..
never go out...
ill take it as a day to recharge my physical batteries...
and cause nobody wan go out..
my bro went to watch shrek...
then i only used 5 dollars for survial today...
morning i ate prinkles... basil and garlic flavor...
after ate mac double cheeze...
night ate korean ramen instant noodles...
with milo...
and thats how i save money...
tommorrow anyone want go out with me?
im damn bored....
haix...

dun be sad le...
please?
crying will not dissolve the problem...
you think crying will allow the teacher will change decision?
No...
Crying only makes yourself sad..
it will only hurt you...
rather than help you...
vent your anger some other way...
like concentrating more on ur studies....
or practising more on ur instrument...
diverting your energy crying to better use..
okay?

8:27 PM
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haix...
i think i can get extra 4 marks from teacher for my english..
El is so vague to a certain extent...
got back my chem paper...
ive pass but only just pass...
so out of 8 subjects...
i failed 2...
the critirea is pass el and 2 other subjects
or fail el and pass 5 other subjects...
i failed el and pass 6 subjects...
so i think im safe...
go USA so troublesome...
must go for H1N1 injection..
so scary..
i scared needles....
monday going to yio chu kang...
for ncc meeting..
Thanks You all for congratulations...
that time i very pai seh..
although i know beforehand...
so thats about all...

eh...
dun be so sad...
sometimes you will just to face the truth...
although the truth hurts...
but maybe u can think it in a better way...
like can slack more?
but i know u wunt..
cause u very hardworking...
"Life is unfair...
but its ur mentality that makes it fair...
from hate life to lovelife™
its just how u face challenges that make life meaningful..."
quoted from Me....
Lovelife™<3

10:21 PM
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OKAY i got back almost all of my results...
except chemistry...
out of my nine subjects i failed 2...
haix...
very sad...
although i study quite hard...
but i still failed..
haix..
my el also..
only 4 person pass compre..
wtf...
then overall only 10 ppl pass..
lolz..
these 2 days keep trying to get marks from teacher lolz...
kenna announced going usa..
so pai seh,.,
everyone suan me,.,
haix...
okay get my report book then tell u all my marks..
all border-lined
so dissapointed in my self...
sad...

eh...
why like u ignore me..
i dun like this feeling..
although i cant be yours butwe still can be besties right?
you give me the cold shoulder very scary leh..
like donald..
haix..
13 days only wat..
maybe ill buy u a sovenior...
i will come back..
so no need be scared..
homo sapiens must adapt to changes that happen arround them ..
thats the difference between other organisms..
and the difference that made us the most dominant organism known...
so lovelife<3

9:33 PM
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Thanks Viviann for the congrats and tagged...

Yesterday finished amaths then very happy....
me tuan giap and freddy play mj...
then after that went to novena find daven..
had home u training till 10...
11 then reached home...
then slept like a pig...
today woke up...
had a light brunch...
then went to watch ip man 2 again...
and i still have inside my computer..
so okay la...
tomorrrow going out with
freddy tuan giap daven..
go huangqi hse play..
basketball pool and swim..
so thats all...

Bleah...
dunnoe wat to say again...
haix...
LOVELIFE<3

10:51 PM
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haiz...
today social studies...
i think i write the wrong thing in...
i really dun wanna fail...
haiz...
ive caused many people to be sad..
now im sad...
can u people please do not blame urself?
put all the blame me please...
its over already...
haix...
tomorrow last paper le...
amaths...
hope i can pass...
must put in my best effort....

aiya only 13 days nia...
haiz..im only worth 13 days,,,
if 13 days u can forget a friend..
it is not ur friend...
haix...

11:37 PM
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today im happy and sad at the same time..
today maths and physics...
yesterday study till 1am...
then today still gt alot dunnoe how to do...
alot say the paper very hard...
i dun blame the paper...
i blame myself...
tomorrow ss then can go home...
good..

ok now the good news..
today mr han wanted to meet me...
i thought we were just talking bout
the navy open house...
he walked out...
I HAVE A GOOD NEWS for ya...
What?
Your USA interview is approved..
what?
you are going to usa...
OMG....
im going to USA for 2weeks i think...
then only need to pay 250..
so good...
thx for ncc to subsidise...
heard that cost 2000+
then when u come back u must share with the sch...
but i shy leh...
aiya nevermind de la...
cause im the 1st one in manjusri
to go to a foreign country...
quite stress again...
represent our school...
represent ncc and
represent Singapore...

hais..
post at the same time then dunnoe wat u posting..
so nothin to say..
thx for all the concern...
really appericiate...
thx....

Hey people..
one post and so many people concern..
im really touched....
and appericiate...
from here can find out who are my friends and who are not...
so thx anyway...
LOVELIFE<3

10:52 PM
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I feel im falling apart...
Today i quarreled with alot of people...
i really feel bad about it...
i really do not want to put the blame on exams...
but im just feeling so stress..
im losing my friends, my family and mine sanity...
i am breaking apart literally...
Everthing i say now or talk is ridiculous...
and meaningless....
what happened to the guy who had loads of friends?
the guy who i used to be?
i was studing earlier when i dropped dead...
on my notes...
i fainted on my notes...
WTH?
all this just to prove that im suitable to be in the class?
Peer Presure
Parental Pressure
Environment pressure
Haix....

Im sorry...
i really am not talking to anyone these days...
even my gay partner doesn't want me anymore..
How pathetic is that...
i dun noe wat am i becoming....
ive really hurt alot of people these few days....
i dun wan the next person to be u...
im sorry...

10:52 PM
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Everyone, i know im like posting really little
these day but i have a reason for it..
i have to study for mid year..
im really scared that my results will drop
like when u throw a basketball and it will come down?
i know maybe im like emo for this few days im sorry..
i nid to concentrate...
the only thing that stop me from doing it..
is myself..
i nid to focus...
today history..
i trying to figure out a alot of thing..
haiz...
im afraid...
i need to STUDY!!!!!!!!!

its not that we dont talk..
cause i really need to study...
i really do not want to end this relationship...
cause i really cherish it..
how often do u find a friend that goes through so much?
its like lucky to find you...
not only don i talk to u...
ive been ignoring alot of ppl...
i feel so empty all of the sudden..
but i know i must do it for myself..
so im sorry..
its like not on purpose

5:20 PM
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Ok today fast post...
TOday wake up early..
almost late for school..
cant seem to concentrate in class...
then went home after school...
now trying to chiong my history..
dunnoe wat stupid magazine..
ok bye bye..

aiya..
nothin to post le...
everytime must think of new idea...
now run out of ideas..
hais...

8:55 PM
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Today went to home u again...
Haiz...
did not get selected...
very sad...
thought of quitting...
thought whether i am really suited for this...
continued the training...
din score any...
still alot of mistakes...
my leg kenna a freaking big blister...
dun wan cut..
too disgusting..
then i reflect on myself..
and i made a decision..
from today on..
i will try to pay attention
to things coach says...
dun wan fool around...
must be good in studies..
Ncc and Basketballl..
thats my goal...
like Lebron james Quote...
Inch By Inch, IM GONNA WIN...
i really hate myself..

went to suntec...
meet my mum...
then go lau pa sat eat..
quite expensive for a hawker center...
Then reach home...
not more than 15min...
then me and my bro fight...
BIG Fight...
dun wan talk bout it...

10:47 PM
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